Lindsay Does Life
Happy birthday in heaven, mom!

Dear Mom,

Happy birthday!  You would have been 65 years old today!!! 

I miss you and love you now more than ever!  So much has happened over the last 10 years and 1.5 months….lots of good, some bad, some ugly.

i know you’ve been with us in spirit.  i can feel your presence in my life.  i know i have a guardian angel in you.

when you died, i promised you that i’d be okay.

for a while i was okay.  i was living and loving life and making the most out of every day.

then the depression hit me.  the time i describe as the darkest, lowest part of my life knocked me off of my feet.  i was slow to get back up.

on jan. 1, 2011, i decided to stop sleepwalking through life and get my life back.

mom, the greatest gift i’ve given myself - and to those around me - was to reclaim my life and my health.

i’m happy, healthy, and proud to say i’m not just “okay” - i’m no longer just surviving - but I’m thriving!

happy birthday mom…..i love you and miss you with all of my heart.

love,

lins

sidenote:  yes, it should be “linds” but for some reason my mom always wrote it “lins” when writing to me

  1. blissmanifesto said: oh, depression is a silent killer, isn’t it? Good job kicking it away from you. Good job getting on top of things like you have! And I am so sorry about your Mom. What a loss that can never be replaced. *HUGS*
  2. just---breathe said: This made me cry, I’m sure she would be so proud of you <3
  3. kadidoesthis said: Sending you big love.
  4. runsforredvelvet said: Happy Happy Birthday to your Mom!!
  5. notovernight said: My father would also have been 65 this year. In my religion they say the difference between a parent dying vs anyone else dying. Is that a parent is part of you, they are part of your heart. You will never forget a parent and they are always with you
  6. becky-balances said: This gave me goosebumps. <3
  7. measuringlife said: she’d be so proud of you creating this wonderful life for yourself!!
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